Rooster!

Hi, welcome back to the blog, everyone! It is a new year, Water Snake year! Well, I though a new year will bring a new start, new dreams and new hopes. Perhaps, I was wrong! Everything seems not right. The level of stress and anxiety is kept increasing. It is all bcoz of the Rooster. Rooster is our drama and it gonna be our biggest production of this semester.

Last week, I thought I can feel the joy and the enthusiasm of my classmates with the drama, practicing the chants and making lots of fun out of it. It reminds me of our previous drama "Much Ado About Nothing", where we spends lots of time together, days and night. Reminds me of the hardship we went through. But somehow, the 17 are amazing, we can always produce something that I think it was proud to show off to. I always believe if all of us cooperate and work hard toward our goal, we can success in this coming drama.

However, this week, I felt the "semangat-ness" in everyone is decreasing, including myself. I don't feel the joy in this drama. All I feel is the STRESS! The Stress from madam. She is controlling everything. We have no say in any decision of the chants, the lines or the costumes. We need to make some progression in our drama practice. But, she kept changing and REJECTING. What she said this morning might not be the same in the afternoon. What she said today might not be the same tomorrow. Like the chant "Hey rooster" that we have learnt last week is been rejected again. She wants to change it and this friday, we have to start from 0% again. Learn the new version.

May be this is the challenges that we need to go through. Endure with it and be PATIENT! & Just nod our heads and say yes to almost everything bcoz nobody dare to say anything to her.