Decision making!

Yes! I have made up my decision. From today onward, I will make decision like what i wanted it to be. I will follow my heart. I will stop thinking abt other's feelings. I have enough disappointment throughout the years. I have been so passive that i usually follow others' decisions because i sacred they will feel insulted. 

But now, I don't care. I am really TIRED of those oD. So next time, if I have made any decision or plan that hurt you, you don't like it, angry about it, sorry in advance, Oouuupppp!!! 

1. How old are you?

Gonna be 24 this August. 

2. Are you single?

Yup. 

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?

I'm not sure. I am the kind if i meet the right guy, the right timing and my parents like him, I can get married anytime. 

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?

no one so far.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

Emmm...a guy that I would admire at. 

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?

Bridesmaid...i want a lot of bridesmaids. I want it to look so grand...haha...of course, my sis, my cousins and my classmates...my best man will be my father. 

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

I want both...hahaha....but i will go for traditional wedding first...garden will be my wedding anniversary then.... :)

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

well...i would like to go to Italy. A place where only both of us. No Miley pls..haha

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?

A lot. My family, relatives, classmates and friends. It depends, if my husband is super rich, you can bring along yr children as well...haha

10. Will that include your exes?

No really ex...but...anyways, i will still invite him.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

3 will do. 

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

Morning...and my wedding reception will be in the evening, like normal traditional wedding. 

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.

too many, i will think about it when the time comes. 

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

Of course fine dining. I want my guests to be served well. Especially the main table where my parents and his parents sit, i want them to be served like kings and queens. I want to them to feel proud. :) 

15. Champagne or red wine? 

Red wine. 

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

Depends.

17. Money or household items?

Anything will do. =) 

18. How many kids would you like to have?

2 or 3, I guess...i always want sons. May be daughters usually got too much kerenah. 

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

yes...i will, as our memories together. 

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?

Ah ling, my brother, miley, mas. 

Rooster!

Hi, welcome back to the blog, everyone! It is a new year, Water Snake year! Well, I though a new year will bring a new start, new dreams and new hopes. Perhaps, I was wrong! Everything seems not right. The level of stress and anxiety is kept increasing. It is all bcoz of the Rooster. Rooster is our drama and it gonna be our biggest production of this semester.

Last week, I thought I can feel the joy and the enthusiasm of my classmates with the drama, practicing the chants and making lots of fun out of it. It reminds me of our previous drama "Much Ado About Nothing", where we spends lots of time together, days and night. Reminds me of the hardship we went through. But somehow, the 17 are amazing, we can always produce something that I think it was proud to show off to. I always believe if all of us cooperate and work hard toward our goal, we can success in this coming drama.

However, this week, I felt the "semangat-ness" in everyone is decreasing, including myself. I don't feel the joy in this drama. All I feel is the STRESS! The Stress from madam. She is controlling everything. We have no say in any decision of the chants, the lines or the costumes. We need to make some progression in our drama practice. But, she kept changing and REJECTING. What she said this morning might not be the same in the afternoon. What she said today might not be the same tomorrow. Like the chant "Hey rooster" that we have learnt last week is been rejected again. She wants to change it and this friday, we have to start from 0% again. Learn the new version.

May be this is the challenges that we need to go through. Endure with it and be PATIENT! & Just nod our heads and say yes to almost everything bcoz nobody dare to say anything to her.