Bad Weekend!

What i gonna say is - this is really a BAD WEEKEND for me.  

BAD! WORSE! & HORRIBLE! 

U never know what i did for the Saturday morning since 3 a.m while everyone was sleep like a pig? I woke up with a few unknown juniors figured out how to solve the blackout problem. No electricity. And i have to dig out a screw driver in the darkness just to open the electricity box. And the bogok person who knew that her plug was the one that caused the blackout for the whole Santubong still insisted to turn it on. Turn it on over and over. And since 6 am in the morning, I have to woke up at least twice in an hour just to help everyone to turn it on. In only 3 hours (6 a.m to 9 a.m ), i have been walking up and down more that 5 times and this is tiring..ok? 

and then, with the tired and not-so-good-sleep's spirit and body, I received Danny's text saying that he will perform soon. The first contestant has performed and he will be the forth one. I only have two-performance time to get ready? What the hell is that. But i really tried my best to rush there. But it is too late. U have performed. What else i can do? I sat there, listening to those songs and watching the performances from those juniors who i DON"T EVEN KNOW OF k.. For what? i really don't know. I texted u telling u that i'm at Taza but sorry that i miss the performance. But u don't even care to text me back. So end up i sat there for more than a hour until the photo-taking time... and for all the time, I'm ALONE! And then, u blame that not even one came for it, that means including me la u blame. It really hurts u know? How stupid  i am sitting there for an hour without been appreciated..and in return, being blamed some more. REALLY STUPID OF ME! 

And now the photo shot at the museum. U think i don't know that everyone is hot and sweating is it? i know..what u guys want is just get over the photo shot and eat ice kacang. i though it is a very good time for us, babydolls to take pictures together...since everyone is wearing to nice. Kind of like a pre-photo-shot before the real photo shot at the year end...shouldn't we grasp the opportunity? but i really see no interest in everyone..ya ya...we did take picture together. The one before rush to the ice kacang stall. The same place and same pose and same prop. Whatever! 

And lastly, before we came back to institut...i am not angry actually but i feel rather disappointed. Is it so hard for u to just shout at me and say "Yen, we wait for u at the car ya!", or , "Yen, let's go back, our clothes are drying outside"...I was like the one left behind without knowing anything until si wan told me....or may be i'm the stupid one for forgetting that u guys' clothes are actually outside and it is about to rain soon. Or i'm the insensitive one that i don't even realize that u guys are no longer there. :( 

p/s: I know i shld complain a lot, but i just can't stand it. the only way for me to express.