OMG...extremely headache after crying...huhu. :( 

Bad Weekend!

What i gonna say is - this is really a BAD WEEKEND for me.  

BAD! WORSE! & HORRIBLE! 

U never know what i did for the Saturday morning since 3 a.m while everyone was sleep like a pig? I woke up with a few unknown juniors figured out how to solve the blackout problem. No electricity. And i have to dig out a screw driver in the darkness just to open the electricity box. And the bogok person who knew that her plug was the one that caused the blackout for the whole Santubong still insisted to turn it on. Turn it on over and over. And since 6 am in the morning, I have to woke up at least twice in an hour just to help everyone to turn it on. In only 3 hours (6 a.m to 9 a.m ), i have been walking up and down more that 5 times and this is tiring..ok? 

and then, with the tired and not-so-good-sleep's spirit and body, I received Danny's text saying that he will perform soon. The first contestant has performed and he will be the forth one. I only have two-performance time to get ready? What the hell is that. But i really tried my best to rush there. But it is too late. U have performed. What else i can do? I sat there, listening to those songs and watching the performances from those juniors who i DON"T EVEN KNOW OF k.. For what? i really don't know. I texted u telling u that i'm at Taza but sorry that i miss the performance. But u don't even care to text me back. So end up i sat there for more than a hour until the photo-taking time... and for all the time, I'm ALONE! And then, u blame that not even one came for it, that means including me la u blame. It really hurts u know? How stupid  i am sitting there for an hour without been appreciated..and in return, being blamed some more. REALLY STUPID OF ME! 

And now the photo shot at the museum. U think i don't know that everyone is hot and sweating is it? i know..what u guys want is just get over the photo shot and eat ice kacang. i though it is a very good time for us, babydolls to take pictures together...since everyone is wearing to nice. Kind of like a pre-photo-shot before the real photo shot at the year end...shouldn't we grasp the opportunity? but i really see no interest in everyone..ya ya...we did take picture together. The one before rush to the ice kacang stall. The same place and same pose and same prop. Whatever! 

And lastly, before we came back to institut...i am not angry actually but i feel rather disappointed. Is it so hard for u to just shout at me and say "Yen, we wait for u at the car ya!", or , "Yen, let's go back, our clothes are drying outside"...I was like the one left behind without knowing anything until si wan told me....or may be i'm the stupid one for forgetting that u guys' clothes are actually outside and it is about to rain soon. Or i'm the insensitive one that i don't even realize that u guys are no longer there. :( 

p/s: I know i shld complain a lot, but i just can't stand it. the only way for me to express. 

White keys, Black keys!

How come all i can see now is all BLACK keys? 

Where are my white keys?

Go go go away assignments. you have stolen all my white keys :)

Hey you!

Hey you! Can u stop telling me all yr latest updates? I am really tired of listening to all those unconcern gossips and YOUR-PERSONAL-REAL-LIFE-RELATIONSHIP...y me? y me? did i show so much enthusiasm and excitement when u r telling yr story....may be at the beginning...when i am still innocent...like...emmm....during foundation. ya...i might be interested... but now..i am TIRED of it. 

I am tired of hearing those story abt making l***/s** with this and that la...a few time sharing yr experiences is enough k...no need to updates me all those guys...i don't even know them and really i don't CARE...and pls la...& u keep changing...how am i going to remember their names...i feel so embarrassed and uncomfortable when listening to all those, but then u tell us proudly. Not that i am too conservative or sensitive on these kind of topics, but that are too much.

U make me feel so bad every time listening to yr gossip. U tell us about others' SECRET. Others trust u and thought u will never vomit it out to anyone. But now clearly, u tell everyone everyone's secret. & I wonder what u talk about me behind my back..haha....This is very bad u know. U make it like a story telling session. The audiences, the more the merrier. Pls la...filter what u want to tell la...and the secrets of most of the juniors, i am really not interested. I not even know them...haizzz....and i will always be super careful when telling u smthg!

It can not be denied that some of the gossips and updates really act as an entertainment for us. But without it, it is still all right, we can still live happily. :) 

p/s: Sorry, I really don't mean to talk bad abt u...but..i just think it is not right to talk behind others abt their gossips. really!

Photos :)

Camping BIG

Hey...we came back from the camping safely. This is the first time that I enjoyed my camping with friends. This is the first time that I don't feel like coming back to this institute. I want to stay there. Becoz I know the life after that will be a disaster, an earthquake or even a Tsunami that eventually kill all of us at the same time.

This camping required us to stay 3 days 2 night with our foster family. 3 in a family. And the worse thing is we can't choose our partners. in my group, there are liana and si akma. at first, i thought i am going to die la..staying 2 night with them, (especially si akma) without any conversation or waht. But it turn out rather fun. I get to know them. Si akma is actually not as scare-ly as I thought. She is actually kinda friendly though. And of cause si liana yang humble. She stressed out on the last night when our family turned out to know si wan is her bf. The kids were kept asking her. And the mama also. But the blame should go to si wan. he make it so obvious that her turn to look at si liana at least twice in a minute. haha...that is really a clingy bf no. 5...haha.... :)

Back to my faster family, they are not a rich family but ok-ok lo. Their house remind me of my Kpg. It is almost the same. I miss the life there. :( My mama and papa are very friendly but they are not talkative. Most of the time, there are some awkward moments when nobody talks. I am like squeezing my brain to think of something to talk about...but tiring lo...But i still like them. On the first day itself, mama and papa brought us Serian to have a walk, and promise to bring us to sawah or ranchan pool if we come back early for the next day...but sadly we came back ard 7 p.m. on the 2nd day...obviously we missed the chance.

*sleepy mood now....to be continue.:)