I mean the whole trip was very nice. Very Nice that we laughed, talked, joked and teased at each other. I don't feel uncomfortable this time. Was it because no weird and loud noises that they used to be? Is it because Faz was not there? I not sure too. :(
Tuesday, 31 July 2012
A Trip to Book Fair
Just a super short entry today. I went to the book fair again 2day...but with different gang of friends. This time, with mas, danny, jarul, may and mimi! Super Super Happy! Not only found some books that I wanted, but also had some close quality time with the Olivia. I seldom have time with Olivia and never (or seldom) share my private life story with them. Somehow, i trust May may so much that I told her about the messages that I sent to Jacob. Besides Michelle, May is the only person to know about this. Besides, I am glad that May May actually shared her story with me too. haha...and mimi bought a ukulele at Zoso. Hope to see her play a song with that ukulele soon. :) :P
Monday, 30 July 2012
Wishing
I wish one day there is a guy who will do this to me.
Protect me under the rain!
Never fear to risk himself to protect me!
Wait for me patiently!
Waiting for me to come back by his side!
I will marry that guy that does this to me. :)
Sunday, 29 July 2012
What wrong with Lie
LIE...LIE...LIE...what wrong with lie? Would u label me as a bad girl if i tell lie? Will your trust on me faded away because i tell lie? not judge too fast...Lying is not necessary a bad thing, right?
when my mum have a drumstick, she will say "i'm not hungry, u eat it. "
when there is a good meal, she will say, "i don't like it, u eat it."
when she is sewing my clothes at the midnight, she will say, "i'm not sleepy, go sleep first."
when it is hot outside and she is having a cup of water, she will give it to me and say, "i'm not thirsty."
when you are working and wanna give her some pocket money, she will say, "it is ok, i have money, don't worry."
when you are married and want her to live together with u, she will say, "it is alright, i will not use to the new environment later."
when she is not feeling well / sick and lying on the bed, she will say, "it is not painful, don't worry."
these are all the lie that my/you mum tell me/you...is she bad? ...NO, she is wonderful, awesome and grate...so many lies just to make us feel better...so, Don't simply judge a person who tell lie...find out the reason first before you judge!
when my mum have a drumstick, she will say "i'm not hungry, u eat it. "
when there is a good meal, she will say, "i don't like it, u eat it."
when she is sewing my clothes at the midnight, she will say, "i'm not sleepy, go sleep first."
when it is hot outside and she is having a cup of water, she will give it to me and say, "i'm not thirsty."
when you are working and wanna give her some pocket money, she will say, "it is ok, i have money, don't worry."
when you are married and want her to live together with u, she will say, "it is alright, i will not use to the new environment later."
when she is not feeling well / sick and lying on the bed, she will say, "it is not painful, don't worry."
these are all the lie that my/you mum tell me/you...is she bad? ...NO, she is wonderful, awesome and grate...so many lies just to make us feel better...so, Don't simply judge a person who tell lie...find out the reason first before you judge!
Kiasu? Coward? or What?
What happen to me recently? i really have no idea...last time, since foundation until last semester, i always do last minutes works...if there is a presentation 2moro, i will wait until the last night,,,do it together with mas or my group members...i don't feel worry, i am not scared. & I DON'T CARE!!!
But now, i am scared! for these few weeks, i always want to do the slides first. i can't wait for my group members to have the discussion the night before? i am worried if the slides are not done, i can't really sleep well, i keep thinking of it....and now, i prefer to it alone. Faster and save more time. I don't like to do it last minute and i hate discussion recently...why why why? how come become so coward?
For example, for mr t presentation 2moro, after i woke up this morning, i straight away turned on my laptop and started reading the notes. my anxiety increased. and suddenly miley cames to ask for the photos yesterday and realised that i was doing the slides...i told her abt my changes recently..she said it is only MR T ba...why so worry...u r KIASU...am i really become so kiasu? i know that i should be happy fort the positive changes..but i clearly understand that these changes are not intrinsic...it is extrinsic...am i Kiasu? coward? OR i try to impress someone in the class? Did i? if yes, then WHO?
Even myself can't explain these? who else you think can help me? Haizzz :(
But now, i am scared! for these few weeks, i always want to do the slides first. i can't wait for my group members to have the discussion the night before? i am worried if the slides are not done, i can't really sleep well, i keep thinking of it....and now, i prefer to it alone. Faster and save more time. I don't like to do it last minute and i hate discussion recently...why why why? how come become so coward?
For example, for mr t presentation 2moro, after i woke up this morning, i straight away turned on my laptop and started reading the notes. my anxiety increased. and suddenly miley cames to ask for the photos yesterday and realised that i was doing the slides...i told her abt my changes recently..she said it is only MR T ba...why so worry...u r KIASU...am i really become so kiasu? i know that i should be happy fort the positive changes..but i clearly understand that these changes are not intrinsic...it is extrinsic...am i Kiasu? coward? OR i try to impress someone in the class? Did i? if yes, then WHO?
Even myself can't explain these? who else you think can help me? Haizzz :(
Friday, 27 July 2012
Tuesday, 24 July 2012
Appreciate those who you love and love you!
The people I think of when I come across these pictures are my classmates. I thought i will think of a guy, a guy that i always think of, but somehow, it is not. i thought of my classmates. Those classmates that attend classes with me, play with me, laugh with me, breakfast/lunch/dinner with me, gossip with me and having tough time with me during camping, assignment and exams or even laugh at me!
Since i have not introduce my classmates before, let me take this opportunity to talk about them. There r 17 of us. to me, 17 is a very unique number. A prime number can be divided, without a remainder, ONLY by itself and by 1. Thus, our 17 can only be divided by 17 or 1. Therefore, it is like all for one, one for all. *17 for all, all for 17. IN-DIVIDABLE & INSEPARABLE.
17 of us....but splited into 4 main groups...Charlie Angles, Olivia, Babydolls and the boys. Charlie Angles (Agnes, Fiona, Jacq, Vic)...they are the SMART and good students...i guess all of the lectures like them. There the star or the spot light in our class.
Olivia are the most active group that i ever encounter. Sometimes, i thought that ME and THEM will never "CLICK"...we are very different...i could have no interaction with them for the whole day..no talking or not even a smile...and sometimes, i also don't know why...that we always caught into so many conflicts...the conflicts that i Don't mean to happen...conflicts about outing, transport, food and bla..bla..bla...but somehow, i know that the class will not be complete without them..my life will not be so colorful without them too...the funny jokes about mimi, the cute and unique words make by may may...this is just so them...despite all the unpleasant memory that we have, i Still LOVE them...the group that i will always remember !
To lazy to talk about Babydolls....so, just SKIP k! :)
The boys...the 6 of them...jarul, danny, wan, zyarfan, chang and nizam...i guess the class will be super down if there is no jarul, danny and wan...they are just so funny...they have the magic that can cheer me up no matter where and when...even though it is a bad day, especially Monday, they still can make the whole class full with laughter, fun and joy. The funny jarul, the humorous danny and the blur blur wan- just can't live without them....the adorable zyarfan, hardworking chang (even more hardworking than girls) and general-knowledgeable nizam too. :)
We are the big big family...we are just like siblings...that we fight but some how we will back together to each other again. :)
Beloved classmates! I don't know how to say it out, i just can't...but deep in my heart, I love them!
Hopefully our relationship will always be present tense, NO past tense!
They have made me smile for the past 3 years...so, will will always remember them!
Thursday, 12 July 2012
谢谢你！
谢谢你，给我们彼此认识， 相知， 了解的机会。。虽然我们不能成为一对恋人。。。但是我都会永远永远的喜欢你，祝福你。。从2007年直到2012的今天， 我心里最喜欢的人还是你。。。不曾改变过， 不曾动摇过。。很遗憾的我没有勇气告诉你，我喜欢你。不管如何，谢谢你的出现， Jacob Su Chuang Sheng。
祝你一路顺风
我要唱这首歌，他们不让我唱...
那一天知道你要走
我们一句话也没有说
当午夜的钟声敲痛离别的心门
却打不开我深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最后
我们一句话也没有留
当拥挤的月台挤痛送别的人们
却挤不掉我深深的离愁
我知道你有千言你有万语
却不肯说出口
你知道我好担心我好难过
却不敢说出口
当你背上行囊卸下那份荣耀
我只能让眼泪留在心底
面带着微微笑用力的挥挥手
祝你一路顺风
当你踏上月台从此一个人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你最亲爱的朋友
祝你一路顺风
我们一句话也没有说
当午夜的钟声敲痛离别的心门
却打不开我深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最后
我们一句话也没有留
当拥挤的月台挤痛送别的人们
却挤不掉我深深的离愁
我知道你有千言你有万语
却不肯说出口
你知道我好担心我好难过
却不敢说出口
当你背上行囊卸下那份荣耀
我只能让眼泪留在心底
面带着微微笑用力的挥挥手
祝你一路顺风
当你踏上月台从此一个人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你最亲爱的朋友
祝你一路顺风
Tuesday, 10 July 2012
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