I was quite sad last Friday! i can feel that i did badly for my LGA paper last semester. Madam commented a lot on our paper. Some people passed with flying colours and some with great improvement. but me? Madam did not mention anything anything about me. she said that vic ad fiona did very well for the paper. it is not just excellence, it was distinction. beside them, may and michelle were being praised too, madam said see can see the improvement in them. their english get better. how about me? i always wonder if i have made the  right decision to enter institute to become a ENGLISH teacher. can i manage my language? did i improve in these 3 years time? am i going to be an excellence english teacher in another 2 years time? can i can i? this is the question that i always ask myself?

what should i do to improve my english tremendously? i tried all those methods...reading...interact in English...but then, it does not accelerate my language...i really need to pull up my sock..i know that i'm still not up to the standard of a year 2 degree trainee. i really need to read more...i mean really MORE! not longer 2 novels in a month...should i make it double...YES! I THINK SO! one novel in a week. and subscribe back reader's digest...i spend so much money on food. a lunch at Jetpot of life cafe can cost me more that 10bucks and i being so stingy by not spending only 8 bucks per month to buy reader's digest. Am i
right? watever it is, i still very disappointed with myself. i do not wish to be the most excellence in the class, but only hope that someone can recognize my improvement in English!