Holidays

Finally, I am home! 

Yeah, 

a house with 

no worries, 

no burden, 

no stress & 

no conflicts! 

It gives me

time to reflect, 

space to breath, 

joy to forget, 

laugh to relax & 

food to enjoy! 

After Exam! :)

Yessss!!! Finally the exam is over! Hopefully everyone can pass the exam, nor matter high marks or just merely pass, as long as a pass will do. Please. Personally, I find this semester we all went through it toughly and throughout the way, accepts all the challenges, obstacles, hardships, conflicts, mini quarrels and etc. However, it makes us grow stronger and more perseverance. We survive! We stay strong and healthy! It is not a PAINLESS semester!!! 

So great to heard that we only need to sit for 3 papers next semester: TSL, EDU and PSV. Yeah! However, as everyone can foresee, it will be a super duper hard semester. It will even tougher that this sem. Got so so so many things to do in those 15 weeks. Wao....

We gonna to perform a children drama "The rooster that went to his uncle birthday party". This is gonna be a big and grand dramatization, as demand by Madam Angie. From the way she planned it, it required lots of efforts and of course time! We are not going to have any peaceful weekend next semester. It gonna be big as she has allocated / estimated Rm 10 thousands for this drama...Dont play-play o...A simple rooster children drama that can take up 10 thousands!! No kidding and no fooling around thingy. 

Besides, I really planned to take up the KRS course! The one that you can upgrade from Leftenan Muda to Leftenan. It gonna be cool. I know I'm not so good in kawat, but I love it. I make me look smart! hahaha...:) 

And of course, Practicum. A practicum that have haunted everyone, every single soul in our class...we are not prepared yet. and one more, our kurikulum, we gonna have olahraga next semester with madam puspa and....with this body (not the body body actually, but something else), i really can't run la..hopefully, she can excuse me on the running part. I can join if it doesn't involved running and jumping. Pls!!! :( 

OMG, it is holiday time...why la i write some many worries about next semester??? we just about to start the holidays la, pls dont spoil the mood. Ok ok, some thinking / ideas are made throughout this semester. 

By the end of this holidays, xiao yen should be able to: 

1. Spend time with my family. Maybe some vacation or picnic! 

2. Go to serikin to buy a backpack again. This time, i want a striking colour, maybe red or orange. 

3. Enjoy my Penang trip. Hopefully everything will go smoothly. Do not add on any conflicts anymore pls. Hope to mend the broken relationship. Glue the pieces of relationship back again. 

4. Complete some of the portfolio, especially sem 1 and 2.

5. To be added on, depends on the time and suitability! 

:) 

In front of You!

In front of you,

I fail,

totally fail,

fail to be myself,

fail to show my real truth,

fail to be sincere,

fail to share my thoughts

fail to reveal my inner feelings, &

fail to be a loyal & truthful friend.

However,

In front of you,

I succeed,

completely succeed,

succeed in fakery,

succeed in acting,

succeed to be hypocrite,

succeed in pleasing you, Princess!!!

Holidays and Kuchingaits!

YEAH!!! Another 3 days and of course another 2 tough papers to go! We gonna get the best freedom of 2012 - that is long year end HOLIDAYS!!! First of all, I hope all of us can do well for these two papers, so that we can enjoy our holidays with no anxiety and worries!!! Pls...Pls...Pls...Grammar and PSV Pls be good to us! 

Another 5 days (OMG, Less than a week) , i gonna stay "permanently" at home!!! YEAH! YES! But most of the people will say "cheh, why are u so happy? You r Kuchingait ba, you  go back almost every weekend. Not like us, can only go back once or twice a semester!" 

Yes, exactly, these are the remarks that I always gained when i talked about my excitement for holidays. Thus, I learn my lesson, i seldom talk about it in front of those non-kuchingait people. I only can show my happiness in front of a few people, like fiona and michelle. 

Yes, i can't deny that I'm blessed to enter Batu Lintang instead of any institute in peninsular or even sabah. I can go back every weekend. Ya, this is my luck! I really appreciate that! But did anyone see the worries that we faced as Kuchingaits staying in the hostel. 

Every time, before holidays or during holiday, we have to endure the worries that the wardens gonna called up to ask you to stay out! Bcoz not enough rooms! We have come out with plenty of reasons to persuade them. 

Some more, bcoz we are Kuchingaits, we can't "stand straight" in front of the wardens, especially that 2 scary women, Rosita and Madihah. We have to please them and be super polite when talk to them. Can't even raise up our voice! and even she ejek or criticize or talk sarcastically about us, we can only SHUT UP and say nothing! 

And for those who have cars, we can't even drive our car safely and confidently if we happened to see them (wardens). We might take the risk to be asked to stay out because we have cars! Stupid! what kind of reason... for those who are from other places but have cars, they are safe, they will not be asked to stay out bcoz they are not from here. Nobody ever consider what we Kuchingait faced! 

You thought we so senang-senang can go back home, is it??? Asking signatures from wardens is another problem. If you ask for signature every week, they will sindir you, saying that "Dapat juga balik tiap-tiap minggu. Kalau suruh tinggal luar, kata rumah jauh pula!". If tidak minta signature, kena tangkap, first one la we kena chase out form the hostel!!! 

Not enough room, we have to stay 3 persons in a room. But this, i have no complain on this. As long as I can stay in, I appreciate oD... I don't have a say like others that complain of being too pack and no space! We just can't! 

p/s: i really do not direct this post to anyone. I just wrote down what we faced all this while.